Mental Suicide

Dear Thoughts, You are not always there for me. Like I expect You're sometimes mean to me. Like I expect You are that comfortable pain. Like I expect But don't misunderstand Although I expect different Sometimes different is unhealthy That's why I require daily check-ins Just to make sure we're still ok Although suicide was …

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A Second Chance for Closure

02/18/01:59 This moment really took my breath away. When I was 11yrs old my stepfather molested me on the way to and from this agency.  When we arrived they were closed so I never made it inside as child.  It was the worst car ride of my life. But it's funny how this second chance …

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Salute to the Savior Sunday

  02/18/00:23 Heavenly Father, Thank you for waking me up this morning. I feeling ready and rested to live in this day. I am grateful. I am honored to be chosen by you Lord. Thank you for a  second chance to begin again. I will follow your lead. I will surrender to your WILL. I …

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Affirm + Love

02/11/23:54pm Hey Survivors, Be confident in the love you give. It is a direct reflection of who you are to the world. It's a responsibility that only the strong can carry. I will take my life and share it in your life so you can be the light of the next life you come in …

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Salute to the Savior Sunday

Heavenly Father, Thank you for allowing me to see another day. Another chance at this life to live. I want to thank you today for your love, Lord You love me when I have a hard time loving myself. you whisper sweet reminders to my soul that only your love is real. When you talk …

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9 years of Survivorship

  2/3/15:27pm I am a survivor again today Like every day since the second month and fourth day nine years ago It started with a nudge from God followed by a obedient doctor who felt my heart and pain to my acceptance of the information given with an ingenuine attempt to follow through but God …

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Salute to the Savior Sunday

1/21/21:30pm Heavenly Father, Thank you for making this day possible for me to see. A day of hope and rest in knowing all that I want and desire will soon come to pass. I will remain grateful in this journey because I can finally see what is next for me. Your belief in my ability …

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I Have a Dream…Thank You DR. King !!!!

I Have a Dream... that one day all sexual abuse against children will STOP. I Have a Dream... that one day survivors will finally be heard by the people who were suppose to protect them. I Have a Dream... that one day all survivors will be HEALED leaving room for new memories to live. I …

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Salute to the Savior Sunday

Heavenly Father, Thank you for this day. Thank you choosing me to live in this day. I am grateful for the blessings you will bring me, Lord. I surrender to your Will for my life right now. Tell me what I need to know. I am listening with a receiving heart. Cover me as I …

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Salute to the Savior Sunday

Heavenly Father, Thank you for another day to glorify your NAME. I am honored to be chosen to wake up one more time.  I have so much work still left to do. Lord, thank you the desire of change.  I know that it is time for me to move forward fast in order to be …

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