Journey Day 4:Â Being molested not only changed my life but the way I would think from that day forward.
Which explains why I think so much. ALL THE TIMES!! It’s a blessing when it’s ideas but a curse followed by assumptions.
One of my most consistent conversing sessions during that time with myself sounded a lot like this:
“Kell, you gave him PERMISSION to hurt you by letting him into the core of you. From this day forward, you keep your dreams, desires and happiness to yourself.” Â Signed….FEAR
Fast forward 2o something years….
This is why I have become so comfortable not living up to my potential.
This is why I am so comfortable with living in my ideas and scared to implement.
WOW!
From the moment I learned to read, I always loved learning. Â I loved to read self-help and business books. Â I developed wisdom very early in my life but I was still afraid.
As a teenager, the Small Business Magazine is where I dreamed the most.
I struggle everyday with telling fear I am ready to be a little uncomfortable to find out what fulfillment looks like for me in the business arena.
Which has been and still is ….One of my BIGGEST DESIRES!!
“So while I appreciate you protecting me as a child from never being molestated again. I think it’s time for us to part for a minute.
I think it’s time for me to grow.”
Signed ….Living As Lakell
Survivor’s Journaling Assignment: What is fear keeping you from?
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