The Search of Self outside {Survivor’s Affirmation}

Repeat after me….

I am searching for my greatness inside of me.
When I tap into it I will accept and receive all the blessings that follow.
Thank you Lord for reminding me that I am enough.

What affirmation is guiding you through today?

My best is here right now {Survivor’s Affirmation}

Repeat after me….

I am the best person I am meant to be right now today.

Note to self: You are who you believe yourself to be

What is your affirmation for today?

Salute to the Savior Sunday {Gratitude}

Gratitude: To express appreciation or give thanks for a gift or gesture.

A Survivor’s Prayer:

Heavenly Father,

Thank you for this day.
I surrender to you today my will in order to fulfill your Will.
I thank you for yesterday blessings. I thank you for today’s blessings and I look forward to tomorrow’s blessings
Heavenly Father.

Thank you for not only trusting me and making me accountability for the life you have given me to live.
But also thank you for giving me the truth to push through this life every single day.
I love you for all that you do and all you will continue to do.
In your name
I pray
AMEN

What are you grateful for today?

{Salute to the Savior Prayer} Teach Me How to Treat Me

Heavenly Father,

Thank you for another day to live, to breathe and to grow.
Teach me Lord how to treat me better today than yesterday.
I am guilty of beating myself up when I don’t accomplish a goal or finish a task.
I will get so upset at myself and immediately feel like a failure.
Lord, help me
Please Lord, help me celebrate the good in me.
Help me see and celebrate the best of me.
Help me understand and learn from my mistakes.
Help me grow.
Teach me how to treat me Lord
In your name I pray

AMEN

{Salute to the Savior Sunday} Survivor’s Prayer

Heavenly Father,

Thank you Lord for waking me up this morning.

My mind is refreshed and renewed to receive all you have for me today.

I pray for an overflow of ideas and clarity of your Will for my life today Lord.

I surrender completely

In your name I pray,

AMEN

{Living Truthfully} Fear..Thanks for keeping me safe

Journey Day 4: Being molested not only changed my life but the way I would think from that day forward.

Which explains why I think so much. ALL THE TIMES!! It’s a blessing when it’s ideas but a curse followed by assumptions.

One of my most consistent conversing sessions during that time with myself sounded a lot like this:

“Kell, you gave him PERMISSION to hurt you by letting him into the core of you. From this day forward, you keep your dreams, desires and happiness to yourself.”  Signed….FEAR

Fast forward 2o something years….

This is why I have become so comfortable not living up to my potential.

This is why I am so comfortable with living in my ideas and scared to implement.

WOW!

From the moment I learned to read, I always loved learning.  I loved to read self-help and business books.  I developed wisdom very early in my life but I was still afraid.

As a teenager, the Small Business Magazine is where I dreamed the most.img_20170126_104338

I struggle everyday with telling fear I am ready to be a little uncomfortable to find out what fulfillment looks like for me in the business arena.

Which has been and still is ….One of my BIGGEST DESIRES!!

“So while I appreciate you protecting me as a child from never being molestated again. I think it’s time for us to part for a minute.

I think it’s time for me to grow.”

Signed ….Living As Lakell

Survivor’s Journaling Assignment: What is fear keeping you from?

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{Living Little} A Girl’s 11th Year

Testimony Tuesday:  This moment really took my breath away today. When I was 11 years old my stepfather molested me on the way to and from this agency. When we arrived they were closed so I never made it inside. Recently someone gave me a card with William-Reynolds Agency. 

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I thought they were no longer in business. Once I found out they were still open I promised myself that I would finally go inside. Today was that day. When I walked in the door I was completely overwhelmed. I was the 11 years old girl all over again. So when I told the lady (Mrs. J. Jackson) inside why I was there she gave me the biggest hug and stood with me in that moment. I finally made it in….

 

What action will you take to reclaim your childhood today?

 

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{A Survivor’s Life} Living with Self Love

Self -Love is not selfish when it’s about YOU! Feed your Soul

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Survivor’s Journaling Assignment: What are you feeding your mind today?

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